arini aku rasa serabut sgt..ntah la aku sendiri xphm apa keinginan owg dn apa yg mereka nak sebenarnya..aku rasa kecewa sangat bila dapat tau smlm owg yg dh aku anggap dya sbgai abg aku sbb dya tu lebih tua dari aku,rupa-rupanya tipu aku..perlu ka tipu??jujor jew la klu dh ada tunang..kesabaran aku makin hilang pada laki sekarang nie..sukar untuk aku pcya lagi pada dyaowg..aku dh penat selalu jadi cmni.hmmm...Ya Allah berikan aku kekuatan untuk hadapi cubaan dn dugaan yg akan Engkau uji pada aku..aku hanyalah insan yg lemah..tanpa-Mu aku xkuat nk hadapi ujianMu. Puisi ni luahan hati apa yg aku rasa skg nie..
Disappointed
I'm disappointed in myself
Disappointed can not be independent
disappointment can not solve its own problems
disappointed because they have to depend on other people
disappointed because they have mentored others
disappointed because they have in teaching others
disappointed because we are not able to make others happy
disappointed because disturbing others
disappointed because offend others
disappointed because we are not able to find true love
Maybe all this happened?
and . . . true . . . indeed occur
probably because I'm afraid
probably because I'm stupid
maybe because I had no confidence
maybe because I'm much sinned
or also because I'm destined like this
which obviously I do not know why all this happened
And . . . God . . .
why everything happened to me
mengapa . . . ? why . . . ?
give me an answer
You give me guidance
give me a way out of all this
let others do not feel hurt for my presence
A day . . .
dipikiranku to end it all comes to this
gnats all ends
tapi . . . TAPI . . .
I still want to do better for other people
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